"The best can't find you until you put the worst behind you." This quote has never seemed so true. It took a long time, nearly a year, to get where I've needed to be. To rid my life of negativity, pain, and heartbreak. As the weeks go by, my life flies. I love nights like this when I can take some time to pause, and appreciate everything God has blessed me with.
Too much time has gone by for me to realize when all of this started, but I don't mind. It is what it is...and it is happiness :)
Busier than ever, I find myself trapped in the sands of time. This crazy, beautiful life has no escape, but when you are surrounded by such amazing people you don't even notice how hectic it all gets. With a smile on my face I think about my friends; such loving sisters. They give me a life of dreams and hope. Family that guides me, even on the darkest days. And even someone unexpected, a best friend, whom I never planned on sharing my life with. Someone that supports me, encourages me, cares for me...is afraid to lose me. It feels so nice to have that in my life again...surreal.
I am doing things my way this time, and this time it is going to be perfect. I have learned to love my flaws, to be confident again. I am who I am and I have finally found someone that doesn't want to change me. I've never felt so lucky before. I spent so much time trying to be with the wrong guy...and now that I'm with someone right...I giggle at how silly I was to think HE was the one. I've grown so much in the past year it is incredible. They never said it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it...and I'd go through everything again if it meant I'd end up right here<3
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